Wednesday, November 29, 2006
I have a little thank you to say to you and you and you and you.....In fact i have many many many THANK YOUs to say to many many many people. I wanna thank very very very sincerely to : *amanda*lois*celeste*gina*eunice[ong and chua]*sherry*livia*cassandra*livia*lynette*lorraine*le tain*ye qi*zhong jia*leng khoong*shahera*joel*brandon*keegan*elwin*jonas*shawn*keenan*jing jie*ern chuen*nathan*shakthi*yu peng*billy*santosh*jonathan*vivek*aylwin*.........in fact i wanna thank MOSTLY ALL 6 helen-ders for being a great friend to me in the past 3/4 years.i wanna all of you to rmbr that once a lassalian forever a lassalian and also, ONCE A CLASS/FRIEND FOREVER A CLASS/FRIEND. you cannot deny it. you cant. so we are foever a 6helen ever since we stepped into H classroom on Janaury 2004[4H/5H/6H]. forever. you people are forever etched in my mind. People says that friendship cant possibly last forever and they say that the word fORever is never true ... WE SHALL PROVE THEM WORNG!! WE CAN PROVE THEM WORNG!! WE MUST PROVE THEM WRONG!! forever isn't hard for a 6Helen, it is a piece of cake because we are 6HELEN!!! the bond between all 42 of us is million times stronger then diamond. who says that diamond is the strongest?who says that we cant beat diamonds? WE WILL!WE CAN!WE MUST! we, 6HELEN, believe we can because we are 6HELEN!!! rmbr tat...i hate to part but in my hearti knew that i mustfor tat is life.....once a lassalian always a lassalian.once a 6helen always a 6helen.once a friend foreevr a friend.......[the colours i chose for the above three sentence are the PRIMARY colours ofour PRIMARY life.....]
i hugged you at 11:15 PM;Y
Tuesday, November 28, 2006
This post will be entirely on poems adapted from <>..Here's one..on -------changes------- in freindship."friends forever."you promised"Together till the end."We did everything together.You are my best friend.When i was sad, you were there by my sideWhen i was scared,you felt my fear.You were my best support-if i need you,you will be there.You were the greatest friend,you always knew what to say:You made everythign seem betterAs long as we have each other,Everything would be okay.Suddenly we were miles apartTwo different peple with nothing the sameIt was as if we hadn't been friends;Although we knew deep in our hearts neither was to be blamed.You had made mny new friends.And luckily,so had IBut that didn't change the hurtThe loss of our friendship made me cry.As we grow older,things must changeBut they don't always have to endEven though its different nowYou will always be my friend. By Phyllis LinChicken soup for the teenage soul2,pg 76.--------------------------------------------------------------
I need you now--My friend i need you nowpleaes take me by my handstand by me in hours of need,take time to understandtake my hand my deer friendand lead me from this placechase away my doubts and fearswipe the tears from off my facefriend,i cannot stand alonei need your warmth of your gentle touchin my world that's grown so coldpleaese be a friend to meand hold me day by daybecause with your loving hand in mine,i know we'll find the way...By Beckly TuckerPage 70---------------------------------------------------------That's all...i just wanna saythat no matter happenswe will be friends forever...and everand you knew it tooKELLY YOUR BEST OF THE BEST FRIEND
i hugged you at 10:58 PM;Y
Saturday, November 25, 2006
i made up my choicea choiced respected my allbecause its my choice...wheewh.....2 days! 2days wrecking my brains over whta schools to chose and FINALLY i have so-so decided. so-so only. which means its not confirmed. at all. well, i choose 1 school as a try-try option and 2 schools as a put-for-fun choice. harhs.the following is my choice::[erm, btw, pls give my some opinion...]My choices for 2007 :1st: R.V. {RiverValley}2nd:N.H. {NanHua}3rd:MGS{Methodist Girls Sch}4th:BPGH{Bukit Pangjang Govt.High}5th:CGS{Cresent Girls Sch}6th:SC{Swiss Cottage}That's is ..whats your opinion.??Please comment on this. I need some opinon..BTW, i am considering to risk for SCGS and St Nicwhat do you think?life have never been even...its how you deal with it that matters.
i hugged you at 11:18 PM;Y
Thursday, November 23, 2006
Many ppl doing this . so i have decide to join in the fun!!!Here is mine!!! [ comment all you like!]A-damn good kisser B-good all around personC-U R wild & craziD-U have 1 of da best personalities everE-U have a nice assF-pple totalli adore UG-U never let pple tell U wat 2 doH-U have good personality and looksI-U get hyper easilyJ-everone loves uK-U like 2 try new thingsL-U live 2 have funM-succes comes easily 2 UN-U R absolutely beautifulO-U R an awesome personP-U R popular wif all types of ppleQ-U R a hypocriteR-sexy!S-easy 2 fall in love T-U R loyal 2 dose U loveU-U realli like 2 chillV-U R not veri judgementalW-U R veri broadmindedX-U never let pple tell U wat 2 doY-One of da best gfs/bfs anyone could ask 4Z-U R a little hard 2 findK-u like to try new things [true.]E-You have a nice ass[ no comments]L-You live to have fun [lolx.]L-You live to have fun [ really?i think its a little true]Y-One of the best Gf/Bf anyone could ask for[well, we will have to see about that. though i am blushing now.harhs.]continueA-A damn good kisser[nv try b4. ]N-U are abosuletly beautiful[ this i am in no position to commnet. what do you ppl think?]G-You never let ppl tell you what to do[agree. somtimes..]continueK-you like to try new things[argh...i noe. i noe.]H-you have good personality and looks[wow.i am surprised.]A-a damn good kisser.[i think i knew it already]I-You get hyper easily.[er..i can comment only little on this]continueL-you live to have fun[heard it 3 times.yawn...]I-You get hyper easily[dots..]FINISH!!! lolx. this is fun! although mine keeps repeating. especially the letter L.3 times!!! harhs.you ppl can comment on this if you want. no prob with me!heez...
i hugged you at 12:33 AM;Y
Wednesday, November 22, 2006
i struggled and put up with the millions of question.not noeing where to find my answeri worried of the outcome...good or bad, happy or sadi got all answered todayMy mom woke me up, at around 9 plus.I blinked and stared at the pale orange celling.My orange walls seemed to edged closer towards me, wiating to crush me to a pancake. My tables and computer swirled before my eyes. I was panicked.Todae is the day. The day where my future depends on. The day PSLE results were released. You might think that it is not a big deal [ to my ~b~e~l~o~v~e~d~ cousin] cause you got good results and terrific confident! but i....time ticked by slowly....much to my relief. Then, it was time. The church bell rang 12 beeps and i was off.I trudged to the hall and was glad to see my friedns. They didn't look too panicky. I scolded myself for being a panic freak and joined them. Pretty soon, all the prizes for DSA, top student and blah blah were announced, it was time to receive my result slip. We queued according to index number, which i hated to the core, bcause i am number 9. blah blah blah swishh. it was me. Mr Peter Lee glanced at my paper and smiled the type of smile a dentisit give you before they drill a extra big hole in your teeth. My handes trembled and they were cold. I took the paper and peep at it. 251. stated there was 251. I gasped. Could it? Maybe i...i couln't believe until a squeal came behind me. It was my hyper mom. she say the numerals are was on cloud nine. [ waht a coincident. i am index 9.] i jumped with joy as i relised this is real. 251. Kelly Ang Khai Li who scored 207 for prelim can score 251 for PSLE !!! what a miracle! actually to be more accurate, i scoered 253. My higher chinese got Merit, waht a waste, and so i got 2 points extar, if i go to SAP sch. so my PSLE score is 253. as i looked back i relised how stupid and worried i had been. I laughed. I had been worried sick and receive 253. How,...nvm. harhs harhs. i love todae. i love it.never look down on youselfyou were right.a glimpse of light might turn into a sunlighteven in a dark lonely night
i hugged you at 11:52 PM;Y
Saturday, November 18, 2006
I laugh with you I cry with you We w ent through thick and thin together Goodbye has never been an easy word to say to you.swoosh......6 years fly by before we even notice. time to say gdbye. time to part our ways and start a whole new education with new surroundings and faces. i hate that. so do you. but life is just that bumpy. we meet new situation,challenges and problems along the way as we learn. I have to say that you guys were geat ppl as far as i noe. you will all have bright futures and who noes, 10 years done the road we might meet and start a company togethre. ( like the enterpreunership harhs. ) or maybe we might even be able to help each other.....smdayYou guys cared, loved and showered the goldens of friendship through the 6 years in dlss. i am so grateful that dlss had brought all of us together. I can't imagine what life mgith be if i hadnt come to dlss. thats real pathetic. i wouldnt have nown any 6H and you will not have known any Kelly ang. I have much to say but all points to one phrase. --Friends Forever. a simple phrase but yet it meant soo much to each and every of us. I ....I...I really really cant bear to leave all of you. It..Its so...so saddening. I sensed that the party on monday will bring sadness to most ppl. Cry if you want to. nothing to be embarrassed of. Love you guys and will try my very very best to keep in touch with all 6Helens.Kelly
i hugged you at 10:54 PM;Y
Monday, November 13, 2006
it hurts.it really, really does.why do you have to say that?why cant you keep it to yourself?my heart felt terrible. a knife slashed through it.and you were behind all this....I was shocked. The words that hurt just sprouted out from your mouth. The words that i didnt expect you to say....I was hurting all over. My heart felt terribly pain. Terribly. I was thinkling. Why?Why do you have to........ All shattered then. You called me. You were so warm and friendly towards me. Or at least you pretended to. The warmness in you soon turned as cold as ice, suddenly. I wasn't prepared . I wasn't, i repeat. You told me how wonderful and nice she was. You said that she had delicate features and soft gentle voice. You said that she had a heart of gold and very attractive. You made her sound like a princess in a fairytale. A charming, gentle and powerful princess that seemed to rule over you. I was quiet. Sliently i took in all your comments about her. You rattled on like a bullet gun, and i , who was listening quietly, so quietly and uneasy, felt like i was shot. By you. She, i realised had overpowered me , for the place in your heart. I swallowed and asked, the question that i soon regretted to have asked, the question that you answered, without a hesitaion. " You like her more than me. Don;t you?"" Of course. No doubt about that. Why? Do you think i will like you? Haha. What a joke. You are nothing but just a ugly duckling whom i made use of to get close to her . "I almost cried. " Then...then....why you..."" Don't you get it? I HATE YOU!!..ha."My heart sank. I slowly put down the phone. What ? Why? argh...I was so confused, upset, tired and ...and....i don't even noe how i feel. But one thing for sure, I was hurt. Very very very hurt. He had just said the three words that i never expect to hear. "I hate you. ". Those three words seemed to danced before my eyes and formed into a shape of a sharp knife, the, ZAP!, it aimed for my heart and slashed through it. I sunk into my armchair. Those three words haunting me.......This story was told to me by my friend. A close friend. Whether it is made up or true, i dunnoe for sure, but this story really moved me. The three hurtful words that hurt the author so much had made me realised that the phrase, " Rocks and stones may break my bone but words will never hurt me" was a pure lie. Lie, i call it. The power of words can hurt more than rocks and stones might hurt you. Trust me. The 'hurt' i am talking abotu is not those type of pain you get when you bruise or cut yourself. Its the type of pain that hurt your inner self. That type of pain is unbearable. Very. I brought this story out for all as i believe that as time flies by , there may be occasion where people have said words that hurt you most. However, life has to go on and i advice all to forget those unhappy past and wash yourslef in with the wave of happines. whatever is done is done,your heart might had been shot by a gunbut think that life had just begunand you will realise that even a glimspe of light might turn out to be the sun. a poem by me.Kelly.A
i hugged you at 11:31 PM;Y
Saturday, November 11, 2006
why let the past haunt you?why let the future dim before you?why not try to forgive and forget?the key to making friends....okay. camp WAS over. but how come it seemed that it IS still not over?in sch, most ppl timothy this timothy that. camp instructors this camp instructors that. how do you EVER expect "camp" to be over? HOW? argh. nvm. this camp craze will some what fade and over. smday. forget about the instructors. talk about the major grpings instead. Antor.BoBo.ChompChomp.okaY lurhs. i can see that many ppl still feels like competeing iamong ourselves in sch bout this major grps, BUT. dun forget. its OVER. alright i admit that smtimes i get carried away and start critizing other grps,especially Antor. and i oso dunnoe why.But i am truly sry . some jokes are not funny. i noe. they may hurt ppl. however., i still apologise now, right. okay. mayb just by apologising may not help for wad is doen is done. but at least i am sincere. i dun care if you get angry or not, forgive me or not. bcause i noe. i noe that wadever i say and how many times of sry is useless.SO I GUESS ALL I CAN SAY IS THAT I HOPE EVERY BODY WILL FORGIVE AND FORGET AS THE SCH YEAR IS ENDING AND I DUN WISH TO HAVE ENEMIES. sincerely.you chose to hateyou chose not to forgiveyou chose not to forgetyou chose to store all your hatreds in your heart and mindyou chose what you wanna be.you chose your future... YOU CHOSE.
i hugged you at 10:19 PM;Y
