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Monday, November 13, 2006

it hurts.
it really, really does.
why do you have to say that?
why cant you keep it to yourself?
my heart felt terrible. a knife slashed through it.
and you were behind all this....


I was shocked. The words that hurt just sprouted out from your mouth. The words that i didnt expect you to say....I was hurting all over. My heart felt terribly pain. Terribly. I was thinkling. Why?Why do you have to........ All shattered then. You called me. You were so warm and friendly towards me. Or at least you pretended to. The warmness in you soon turned as cold as ice, suddenly. I wasn't prepared . I wasn't, i repeat.

You told me how wonderful and nice she was. You said that she had delicate features and soft gentle voice. You said that she had a heart of gold and very attractive. You made her sound like a princess in a fairytale. A charming, gentle and powerful princess that seemed to rule over you. I was quiet. Sliently i took in all your comments about her. You rattled on like a bullet gun, and i , who was listening quietly, so quietly and uneasy, felt like i was shot. By you. She, i realised had overpowered me , for the place in your heart.

I swallowed and asked, the question that i soon regretted to have asked, the question that you answered, without a hesitaion.
" You like her more than me. Don;t you?"
" Of course. No doubt about that. Why? Do you think i will like you? Haha. What a joke. You are nothing but just a ugly duckling whom i made use of to get close to her . "
I almost cried.
" Then...then....why you..."
" Don't you get it? I HATE YOU!!..ha."

My heart sank. I slowly put down the phone. What ? Why? argh...I was so confused, upset, tired and ...and....i don't even noe how i feel. But one thing for sure, I was hurt. Very very very hurt. He had just said the three words that i never expect to hear. "I hate you. ". Those three words seemed to danced before my eyes and formed into a shape of a sharp knife, the, ZAP!, it aimed for my heart and slashed through it. I sunk into my armchair. Those three words haunting me.......


This story was told to me by my friend. A close friend. Whether it is made up or true, i dunnoe for sure, but this story really moved me. The three hurtful words that hurt the author so much had made me realised that the phrase, " Rocks and stones may break my bone but words will never hurt me" was a pure lie. Lie, i call it. The power of words can hurt more than rocks and stones might hurt you. Trust me. The 'hurt' i am talking abotu is not those type of pain you get when you bruise or cut yourself. Its the type of pain that hurt your inner self. That type of pain is unbearable. Very.

I brought this story out for all as i believe that as time flies by , there may be occasion where people have said words that hurt you most. However, life has to go on and i advice all to forget those unhappy past and wash yourslef in with the wave of happines.


whatever is done is done,
your heart might had been shot by a gun
but think that life had just begun
and you will realise that even a glimspe of light might turn out to be the sun.

a poem by me.
Kelly.A



i hugged you at 11:31 PM;Y

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-a girl who first cried on 02/04/94 and happened to have a zodiac which barks.
-the horrifying thing is that her horrorscope is aries !! and she is 12+this year
-her deadly email is winterfeeze-@hotmail.com..btw, thats her new email address.
-she enjoys laughing and laughter is her best medicine.

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